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QotD: Life-Changing Decision

Jessica Watkins
Aug 21, 2007
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What decision changed the course of your life?
Submitted by Ally.

When I decided to go and get my masters degree and I realized what kind of career I wanted. It was extremely fullfilling to go back to school, there I made new friends and really felt like I found myself.

i am

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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i am...

i am the birds chirping in the trees that makes your morning

i am the wind that embraces you and make you warm

i am the humble earth that you walk upon

i am the heat of the scorching sun that makes you sweat

i am the shade under the trees that gives you solace and comfort

i am the raindrops falling on your head that takes away your sanity

i am the feisty storm that nurtures your patience

i am the water running down the stream that cleanses your spirit

i am the night that surrounds you

i am your lucid dreams and tranquility

i am the eerie of the dawn in the vast unfamiliarity of the world you're in

i am your vixen

i am your better half

i am your hunger

i am your satiety

i am your nuisance

i am your pestilence

i am your assurance

i am your uncertainty

i am your fire

i am your silence

i am your death

i am your life

i am infinity and immortality

i am all over you

i am...

" To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower; Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour."
- William Blake

i love

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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i love the way you look at me
i love the way you hold me close
i love the way you make me feel
- like the aphrodite of the modern world

i love the look in your eyes
i love the smell of your breath
i love the smile painted on your face
- that turns into a stupid silly grin

i love the way you talk
i love the way you admonish my wicked ways
i love the way you stare silently
- and embrace me in my darkest moods

i love the nonsense BS
i love the frigging insanity
i love the way we run and gallop
- like wild stallions in the forest

i love the sound of your heartbeat
i love the way you whisper my name
i love the way you whine and sigh
- like a little puppy dog

i love the sound of your laughter
i love not growing old with you
i love not making love to you
- our happiness is more than earthly flesh

i love the spontaneity of your spirit
i love the sensibility of your mind
i love the sensuality of your soul
- that makes me soar high in full freedom

Posted by lil cassy

i'm alive

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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It's a world full of flowers, trees,
cold flowing stream, bright sunny sky,
chirping birds, irritable silence is nowhere to be found-
that's the ideal world...
but in reality it's a world full of angst, famine, war, drought...
innocence broken, everything is vague...
it's a noisy world we're in ... that's where we belong.

Silence is broken with the start of the new day
as the beautiful sunrise kisses the earth.
The earth is in full life today...
the last drop of water in the leaves from last night's fog
falls to the ground evaporating...
and awaits the night for the unending cycle.

Life is a cycle, we are just boarders in this earth.
When our journey is through...
people will look up to the legacy we left behind.
To live life to the fullest...
you have to face calamities and challenges.
If not it'll be a nonsense life.
It's a battlefield out there.
If possible when lightning strikes run directly into it.

Stupidity? I think not.
Question your complex mind and you'll find sense in what I'm saying.
Happiness stems from contentment.
Contentment gives you solace.
Nurture love with life.
A life lived well is life far away from decency-
it's thriving in darkness...
and sharing love to the unfortunate ones.

Throw away your do's and dont's book.
It's a practical world out there.
I'm not making sense.
This is not me.
It's just a proof that I'm alive.
I'm thankful.
I'm alive.

juliana

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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Breathing in...
breathing out...
whimpering...
deep...
soft...
calm...
steadily...
rough...
moaning...
Suddenly gushed into the vast ocean...
waves surge...splashing onto the shore...

Silence...

State of oblivion...
soaring high in blissfulness...
leaving the truth behind...

I stood bare and decorticated against the deleterious darkness...
the sea god adores my holy obscenity,
the moonlight wanes... suddenly the moon becomes an optical illusion
I can see the pensive look in the sea god's weary eyes...
unfurling the undeniable longingness.

He grabs me with gentle furtiveness...
like a cygnet held carefully in it's long soft feathery neck...
the sea god starts back from collision.

As the temperature rises...
sweet sweat permeates out every pore of my moonlit body...
parlous union...
wailing in pleasure...
rejoicing in pain...

Again...

waves surge...splashing onto the shore...

Silence...

State of oblivion...
soaring high in blissfulness...
leaving the truth behind...

Repletion.

Amor.

Juliana.

Posted by lil cassy

felicity

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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Come.

Shhh...

Just close your eyes
Hear the nightingale
As my fingers wind onto your hair
Hands gliding over your delicate face
You will see heaven from here.

Sleep my amiable one.

Impregnate your mind with placid serenity
Find solace in my soothing arms
No one can part this consecrated affinity
Tonight ... you will be in heaven with me.

Fall asleep to the sound of my breath in your ears.

As I watch you lying on your back
Your naked vulnerability is heartbreaking
I fear that I can't give more than what you need
But I know that this piece of heaven is enough.

Come.

Gloriously.

Posted by lil cassy

Nothing In Return

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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Let me hold your hand and take you
to a place where the sun eclipses with the moon.
Do not fear holding out
for I will ask nothing in return.

Let me look at your eyes
and see inside the mirror of your soul.
Do not fear looking back
for I will ask nothing in return.

Let me kiss your lips
and taste the sweetest goodbye everytime we part.
Do not fear uttering the words
for I will ask nothing in return.

Let me warble hearty unfeigned delusions in your ear
and delve beyond this silent diapause.
Do not fear listening
for I will ask nothing in return.

Let me touch your bare sultry skin
and taste the brackish sweat -
as you bask under the sun like a serpent.
Do not fear...don't hold back
for I will ask nothing in return.

Let me love you
from my obtectate puparium -
I'll humbly stay in this quiescent phase forever.
Do not fear loving me back
for I will ask nothing in return.

Posted by lil cassy

magnolia and the lepidopteran

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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Sluggish.
Insolent.
You crawl from behind.
Like a caterpillar in the twig of the trees.
Longing for his succulent leaf meal.

You spread your apterous body.
Covering mine.
Exhibiting a breathtaking inguinal amplexus.
As if we were celestial bodies
creating an eccentric eclipse.

The magnolia buds are in full bloom tonight.
It's white delicate petals start to deciduate one by one -
as you sniff it's sweet aromatic scent -
that lingers and haunts your empty nights.

The last petal falls -
exposing the corolla with it's sticky pores.
Like a beautiful lepidopteran
You indulge on it's viscous nectar.

Softly you glide away...fleeting into the fields.
The magnolia buds will be in full bloom again.
The sweet aromatic scent will haunt you.
Waiting for you -
to spread your wings and fly back home tonight.

It's our circadian cycle.
I'm your diurnal,
nocturnal,
and crepuscular -
abominable enigmatic maiden.

With each amorous union.
We expire into the the night.
Enthralled.
Euphoric.
Narcoleptic.

I love you

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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I'm sorry for the times...

When I fall asleep while talking to you
that doesn't mean I don't love you
It's just that my body is tired
but my resting mind is full of you.

When I hide away when I get hurt
that doesn't mean I don't love you
It's just that I don't want you to see
how my poor heart aches.

When I'm not there when you call my name
that doesn't mean I don't love you
Just look inside your heart
and hear the love that beats from within.

When I'm not everything that you want me to be
that doesn't mean I don't love you
I love you... don't forget that.
You own my heart.

almost heaven

walrus29
May 19, 2007
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It's 10 in the morning
i'm here waiting at the station
waiting...
for the next fx taxi to arrive
to take me to my destination
i took my pen and a piece of paper
inside my bag to write my thoughts...

My head feels light since yesterday
I feel like i'm flying in the skies...
so light i'm actually floating away
thinking of the things that might have
or might have not been
if i never allowed my self
to touch that little peace of heaven...

It's raining today ... I just hate the rain.
The things that I told my sister still echoes
at the back of my mind...
I told her " there are some things that we never expect
to come or happen to us... "
furthermore I told her,
"i know the answers to the questions raised on my mind,
but i chose not to provide answers to that ".

The fx taxi just arrived...
I sat at the middle part, where the little girl
beside me kept on looking at what i'm writing...
uhmm... i kept on writing...
she can read it as much as she wants
in time, she will know how it feels
she will have a grasp on what's going on
between this paper and black ink.

Sometimes we wish life to be perfect,
Sometimes we fail to just be thankful -
that we're existing in this imperfect world.
Sometimes we wish we don't feel sadness...
Sometimes we always ask for more than we could have.
But some things are inevitable like death.

Uhmm... my journey goes on
I still have a long way to go...
many things left undone.
New faces to see, new friends to make.
I'll take it as it comes... no need to rush things out.
No one said it would be easy ... yeah... nice song Sheryl Crow.

Uhmm it's the way life should be lived...
just flow with the stream and sway with the trees...
I loved. I believed.
Yeah... it was almost heaven.
And I chose to stay.

Damn... I'm a hungry hippo.
My eyes feels heavy.
I still have a half hour travel before I reach Malolos
uhmmm it will be a long waiting day...
I'll have my banana cake and coke when I get home.